We spill out of the bar together a bit dishevelled with a gait reminiscent of a baby deer like our limbs are too long and enshrined with underdeveloped muscle unfamiliar with balance or stride We talked all night About actually nothing Later if anyone asks what we talked about neither of us would be able to recall a single thing said You pull a joint out of your pocket and offer it to me but I demure never a big cannabis lover You shrug and light it I want to finish Last of Us tonight You say to no one in particular I look at my phone Its late I can get a rideshare here probably in 15 minutes and be home in bed in 25 You can come over if you wantIm not a gamer I say still looking at my phone You shrug We can hate watch YouTube podcasts together Ok I say We catch a cab and go up to your apartment You turn on YouTube and make us drinks We sit and roast various Internet personalities for a while and you end up making us more drinks This time you put my drink down in front of me and say So do you want to make outI shrug You shrug Not one time this whole evening has sex between us come up You havent commented on my body or looks at all and you dont really seem to care one way or the other We watch a bit more YouTube and I say Ok lets make out You lean over and we awkwardly kiss Youre at a weird angle and our heads are int the way of kissing We break off and both of us laugh You move closer and we start kissing again You fumble awkwardly with my bra Its a sports bra Ive never worn a real bra in my life You just need to push it up I push it up over my breasts under my shirt Your hands wrap around my tits my shirt still down over them I sit very still Your hands are warm and the feeling of them on my skin makes me feel gross You take your hands off me I relax You kiss my neck and put my hand in your lap and say Are you sure You dont have to I know Im shit at eating pussy we both laughAnd I dont really like doing itOh thank god I breathe I thought I was going to have to explain to the millionth person Im not interested in oralWe laugh You lay me down and we kiss I run my hands down your back You seem different and kinda far away This is about you and your pleasure not mine and I feel comfortable You dont need anything from me Youre just here and Im here We quickly remove necessary articles of clothing Do you want to put it in your mouth You ask Kind of bashfully Ok I say I take it into my mouth and it feels kind of familiar even though its my first time I gag a bit and apologize then continue You touch my face and I look up at youYou take your cock out of my mouth and lay me down on the bed You put a condom on It feels weird and Im kind of uncomfortable but its ok You dont say anything Youre not looking at me You enter me and make eye contact with me for the first time Is this ok Yes This isnt going to take very longThats goodYou start pumping Slowly at first but quickly pick up the paceThen youre done You roll off of me We lay next to each other for a while Wordlessly Have you ever seen that video of the deer that tries to walk up the slide set to In The Air TonightYes but Id watch it againI put my clothes back in as you set up your computer again Im so happy

Mi persona ideal: No oral or men who love oral No massages